Book 1: Changmin Chapter 9

Changmin was fine without a mate; he had been okay ever since he became a werewolf. But little did he expect his world to turn upside down when he finally met his mate.

Genre: Drama, Fluff, ot5 (Changmin-centric, Changmin/FOC, Yunjae, Everyone loves Junsu)

Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8Chapter 9

Omg yes I have completely neglected this blog and I feel really bad about it. To my defense, my laptop can’t seem to access wordpress unless I use incognito mode 😦 So for a period of time I switched over to tumblr (you can find my link here) but it doesn’t seem to be working out very well for me. Can someone please help me with this problem?

This chapter is a bit more of a filler chapter so I apologise for the slow updates! I am into the second half of the semester now and the workload is crazy :O I am so tired and usually I take the time on the bus or mrt to sleep or relax instead of updating my stories so updates will definitely be slower! Please understand 🙂

Comments and reviews are appreciated! 🙂

Transforming was never easy, even though it was a skill that came naturally to Changmin. But it was made easier by the comfort of the Alpha and his mate, as well as their own mates. Changmin could see Yunho and Jaejoong cuddling up to Junsu, who was whimpering slightly. He couldn’t help but stare at the Alpha’s impressive form.

Yunho’s Wolf has a coat of almond coloured fur, complemented by a pair of warm honey toned eyes. As Alpha, he was slightly bigger than the rest of the pack but it was his charisma and authority that amazed Changmin. Jaejoong gently walked beside his mate, burying his nose into Yunho’s fur, and Changmin could see how the pair complemented each other.

While Yunho was warm, Jaejoong’s fur was silky grey and he had a beautiful pair of ocean blue eyes. He was of slightly smaller built than Yunho, who in turn nuzzled his face into his mate’s fur. When they caught Changmin staring at them, Yunho gave him a small smile.

As Yunho gave the signal, the rest of the pack immediately took their places and began their journey. Changmin was one of the better fighters of the pack (“Since he has no other talent.” He could imagine Junsu rolling his eyes.) and was assigned to be the right flank. Yoochun was the left flank, his brother being the last and Junsu was in the middle. The Alpha always leads the pack and his mate is usually beside him.

The whole journey was uneventful, except for the one time when Yoochun got distracted by a mother duck and her flock of ducklings, causing him to lose track of time and not keep up with the pack. In the end, everyone had to backtrack to retrieve him and so the journey was slightly delayed. Changmin was grateful that none of the pack members chose to ask him why he was so distracted. Wolf was elated to be able to run freely with the pack, giving Changmin some much needed alone time to think.

‘Do you think I should speak to Siwon later?’ Changmin finally spoke after hours of silence.

‘Maybe.’ Wolf sighed. ‘This has dragged on long enough.’ Changmin knew that Wolf simply longed to be in company with their mate, but it was easier said than done. He had no idea how he was supposed to approach his mate to tell her about being a werewolf, or what to do with a human mate in general.

The pack arrived at Kangin’s at sunset, and the Marrock and his mate stood on the porch to welcome them. As Yunho bowed in respect, the rest of the pack quickly followed the Alpha’s lead. Changmin was relieved that they had finally arrived and was more than happy to shift back and relax his sore muscles. Stretching his body, Changmin collapsed onto the sofa. His stomach grumbled noisily and his face flushed red with embarrassment when Jaejoong chuckled.

“I’ll go make some dinner for all of us.” The eldest member ruffled Changmin’s hair before heading to the kitchen. He noted the absence of the Alpha as the rest of the pack rested in the living room.

“Where’s Yunho?” Changmin nudged the body next to him.

“Talking to Kangin. Apparently, the situation seems worse than we thought.” Yoochun’s head popped up and he looked grim. Seeing the youngest’s worried expression, Yoochun immediately broke into a huge grin and ruffled his hair. “I’m sure it’ll be fine. Yunho will tell us if there is anything we can do to help.”

Dinner was surprisingly uneventful. When Yunho and Kangin emerged from the room about an hour later, Changmin could sense that something was weighing heavily on the Alpha’s mind. The rest of the pack seemed to have noticed it too, but they decided to not question Yunho about it.

‘He’ll tell us if it’s important, right?’ Changmin consulted Wolf. He had decided to lie alone in the grass patch to watch the stars after dinner.

Wolf huffed. ‘Yunho is not like you. Trust your Alpha.’ Changmin scowled indignantly.

‘Besides, shouldn’t you go solve your own problems?’ Wolf sniffed the air. ‘I’m sure Siwon is home already.’

Sighing, Changmin ran his fingers through his hair. He knew it was silly to think this way, but he could not shake the nagging feeling of insecurity. Despite Yunho and Jaejoong reassuring him, he couldn’t help but worry about how others outside of his pack will see him once they know about this.

Cliffhanger! What do you think will happen between Siwon and Changmin? 🙂

Sidenote: Siwon was actually my very first bias when I first got into kpop! Super Junior was the band that got me sucked into this world and I used to really really like Siwon back in the Sorry Sorry era 🙂 I feel so old sigh

P.S. If any of you still read TVXQ/DBSK fanfics, please tell me! I feel like the number of Cassies is getting smaller and smaller and tbh, I feel very unmotivated to continue this story since not many people still like TVXQ. But they are having a comeback soon!!! So exciting!!

P.P.S. Don’t worry, updates might be slow, but I will try my very very best to not give this story up halfway k? 🙂 Cos I am an avid fanfic reader too; I understand how it feels when an author gives up on his/her work halfway. I just hope that I won’t disappoint too many people with what I have. >.<


Book 1: Changmin Chapter 8

Changmin was fine without a mate; he had been okay ever since he became a werewolf. But little did he expect his world to turn upside down when he finally met his mate.

Genre: Drama, Fluff, ot5 (Changmin-centric, Changmin/FOC, Yunjae, Everyone loves Junsu)

Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7Chapter 8

This is more of a cute fluff chapter, but who doesn’t love fluffy ot5 moments? 🙂 And of course, who doesn’t love fluffy Yunjae? ❤

Not related to the chapter, but who went to Music Bank in Singapore? 🙂 I couldn’t afford the tickets so I didn’t get to go 😦 But it’s okay, I’ll save up more money and one day I’ll get to attend a concert! 😀

Comments and reviews are appreciated! 🙂

The next day could not have come any sooner for Changmin. He had spent the whole night fussing over it and did not get much sleep. Wolf was definitely not happy this morning, he had snapped at Junsu’s wolf when he tried to wake Changmin up. He could feel the pack’s concern for him, but he was determined to solve his own problem by himself this time.

He knew that all eyes were on him when he went for breakfast that morning, but he was not going to budge. ‘We solve this gumiho problem together as a pack first. There’s no way I can let them be distracted just before we go to see the Marrock.’ Wolf obviously did not agree with his decision, but he respected it anyway. No one asked him anything; they did not have to. But Changmin was grateful for that, it just meant that he would not have to stumble over his words trying to come up with a good lie.

“Eat up, you’ll need your strength.” It was not the first time the pack is going to see the Marrock, and he knew that they were going to travel there as wolves. The journey was long, considering that the Marrock lived a couple of hours away from them, but this was a better travelling mode than flying. The last time the pack tried to fly there together was a disaster. Apparently, the airport staff did not trust that these pretty boys were part of a kpop group (“I told you that was a stupid explanation!” Jaejoong just glared at him the whole time they were in the police station.) and Yunho had to call the Marrock to bail them all out. He could still remember Kangin’s amused face, Yunho’s sheepish grin and Kyuhyun’s teasing for the next few weeks.

No matter how troubled he was, Changmin was not one to reject Jaejoong’s cooking. The kitchen was Jaejoong’s heaven and Changmin knew that anyone who messed it up would rather go to hell than go through Jaejoong’s punishment. Last year, Yunho tried to be romantic and bake his mate a cake on their anniversary, only to burn the oven and mess the whole kitchen up. (“It looked like a hurricane came in and swept everything.” According to Yoochun.)

Without surprise, it was an understatement to say that Jaejoong was pissed. He was so upset that the usually calm and authoritative Alpha had to beg (“Well, Jae is the only one that can make Yunho beg for anything to be honest.” Junsu stated. “I’ve never seen Yunho whine like that before.”) for forgiveness for almost two weeks. Needless to say, Jaejoong immediately forgave Yunho when the Alpha bought him tons of elephant plushies (“Using my money!!!” Yoochun shrieked.) and covering the whole living room in roses. Changmin saw himself as a victim throughout those two weeks, considering that they had to survive on Yunho’s cooking (“Hey! It’s not that bad…is it?” Yunho smacked the maknae’s head.) and thanked the gods for protecting him and his stomach.

Jaejoong’s kimchi jiggae was the best comfort food that helped lift Changmin’s spirits whenever he was upset. Luckily for him, Jaejoong seemed to have read his mind and cooked a huge pot full of goodness. Not waiting for anything or anyone, Changmin’s chopsticks swiftly grabbed a bunch of kimchi and tofu before stuffing his face full of it. Wolf let out a loud sigh of contentment as Changmin gobbled up his first bowl of rice, causing Yoochun to chuckle and Junsu to huff in disgust.

“Min! That’s disgusting!” Junsu whined as bits of rice flew onto his face. Not caring one bit, Changmin stuffed the rest of his rice into his mouth.

“Fomemore fleae,” he pushed the bowl towards Jaejoong.

“Min. Go get your own.” Yunho clicked disapprovingly while Jaejoong took the bowl from him. “It’s fine. Eat more.” His mate placed a hand on the Alpha’s shoulder before smiling widely at the youngest. Jaejoong was always happiest when the pack liked his food and he tended to spoil them all by cooking their favourite dishes regularly.

Even without rice, Changmin did not see why he should stop eating. Snatching the slice of pork that Junsu was reaching out for, Changmin quickly stuffed it into his mouth before the latter can react.

“My meat!” Junsu shrieked. “You…you meat thief!” He ungraciously launched himself into the air, throwing his whole weight onto the younger. Luckily for Changmin, his reflexes were fast enough to avoid being squashed like a pancake and he swiftly grabbed more meat while blocking Junsu’s attacks. Yoochun had tumbled onto the floor while clutching his stomach, laughing until there were tears in his eyes. Yoohwan, on the other hand, whipped out his phone and started to record the whole thing to use as blackmail material someday. Junsu continued chasing Changmin around the dining table, using his chopsticks to stab the air wildly.

“Min, your rice.” Unfortunately for Jaejoong, Changmin managed to duck just in time before Junsu’s chopsticks hit him, causing Junsu to stab Jaejoong in the face just as he came out of the kitchen.

For a second, everyone just froze. Changmin would have laughed his head off at Junsu’s shocked expression if the situation was different. Yoochun stopped mid-laugh and his mouth was hanging wide open. Yoohwan immediately hid his phone while eyeing the trio cautiously. Jaejoong glared daggers at the two youngest members as he slowly placed the bowl of rice on the table.

“Are you idiots?” The eldest member hissed at them. “How many times have I told you not to mess around while you are eating?”

Sweat started forming on Changmin’s forehead and he started glancing at the Alpha for help. Yet, Yunho seemed to be unaffected by what was going on and continued eating his breakfast peacefully. Realising that he needed to step in before hell broke loose, Yunho grinned widely while slipping an arm around Jaejoong’s waist. “Jae! Breakfast is great as always, come sit down and eat with me.”

Instantaneously, Jaejoong’s mood turned 180 degrees as he smiled affectionately at the Alpha. “Of course.” He shot the duo one last piercing glare before sitting back down and giving Yunho a quick peck on his lips.

‘You owe me one.’ Yunho’s voice rang in his mind and he could see the Alpha’s teasing smile. Changmin quickly grabbed his rice and returned a grateful look to the elder.

‘Remind me never to mess with Jaejoong.’ Wolf shuddered.

On a side note: My school will be starting in a weeks time 😦 I am actually quite worried for it cos I still don’t know anyone who is taking my course (panic!) and I actually don’t know what to do D: But I think everything will work out in the end 🙂 Just that updates will be slower so sorry about that!

P.S. Working on a new BTS fic too! 🙂 I actually type my fics on the go HAHAHA on my phone/gdocs so that I can edit easily on the bus/mrt/whenever I’m free!

P.P.S. Also, if you are from my og and you’re reading this, THANK YOU! ❤ I know you probably don’t know who these people are or what this fic is even about or why I’m like this, but thank you still for supporting and reading this 😀 Truly appreciate it!

Book 1: Changmin Chapter 7

Changmin was fine without a mate; he had been okay ever since he became a werewolf. But little did he expect his world to turn upside down when he finally met his mate.

Genre: Drama, Fluff, ot5 (Changmin-centric, Changmin/FOC, Yunjae, Everyone loves Junsu)

Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4Chapter 5, Chapter 6Chapter 7

This chapter is more of a filler chapter more than anything but I hope you still like it!

‘Where will we go? She could be anywhere.’ Wolf asked as Changmin jogged towards the forest.

‘We could start from the place where we first met. Maybe we could go to her school?’ He suggested. Honestly, he was not sure where his mate could be.

As soon as he reached the forest, he immediately changed into a wolf and used his senses to try to locate his mate. There was a strong desire within him to go to the flower meadow within the forest (which happens to be Jaejoong’s favourite spot to hang out with Yunho). Wolf must have sensed it too because he agreed readily with Changmin.

The flower meadow was beautiful as ever, and since it was spring, there were countless flowers blooming in the area. But there was no sight of his mate and it made him confused.

‘Maybe we were wrong?’

‘No.’ Wolf stopped him. ‘Stay here for a while longer. I know we will meet her here.’

True enough, a couple of minutes later, his mate stumbled into sight. Changmin did not know whether it was because she was his mate, or whether it was how the light hit her face, but he could not tear his eyes off of her. Inching closer, he breathed in her scent and oh god did she smell lovely. Wolf pranced around excitedly as they approached her.

“You’re here!” She knelt down to pet his head again. Changmin simply whined in response, too distracted by his mate’s hand brushing through his fur. “I’ve been wanting to see you again for some reason, so I come here everyday hoping to catch a glimpse of you.”

Lying on the ground, Changmin felt blissful. The sunlight was perfect and he was finally able to see her after so long. He still did not know her name (‘How am I supposed to change in front of her and ask her?’) but he was contented just being near her like this.

Snuggling closer to her, he placed his head and front paws on her lap while she gently stroked his fur. “Your fur is beautiful. And it’s so soft too.”

Changmin did not know how they just remained there in silence, but the hours flew by and soon the sun was setting.

“I need to get going now.” She stood up and placed a light kiss on Changmin’s forehead. Wolf was elated and Changmin could not help but yelp in happiness. “I’ll see you again?” Changmin simply nodded his head eagerly. Laughing, his mate ruffled his fur one last time before she headed back down the path.

‘Well, we should get back soon too. I’m sure the others are expecting us.’ Changmin could sense that Wolf was as reluctant as he was in letting his mate go. Problem is, how was he supposed to let his mate know that he’s actually a werewolf?

Troubled, Changmin decided to sprint all the way back while blocking the rest of the pack. This was his own problems, and they did not have to share his burdens. By the time he reached the front driveway, he was panting heavily. Yoochun was standing at the porch, waiting for Changmin.

“You okay?” It did not have to take a lot for Changmin to realise that the others probably (‘There’s no probably, they already know.’ Wolf rolled his eyes.) know of his troubles.

“I’m fine.” Changmin was not the type to share all his feelings, good or bad, with the pack. Yeah sure, they might be family, but he needed his own space too.

“Okay.” Yoochun hesitated slightly. “Tell me if you need me to do anything, okay?”

Changmin sighed. He has been causing trouble for the pack for the past few weeks and even he himself could not solve his own problems. It was unfair of him to expect the pack to constantly be forgiving and accepting of him when he was being such an ass.

‘Maybe you should talk to Yunho and Jaejoong again.’ Wolf suggested.

‘No, Jae is still weak, and Yunho needs to take care of him.’ Changmin stated firmly. ‘This is my issue and I’ll solve it on my own. Besides, we are going to see the Marrock tomorrow. This can wait.’

Our dearest maknae is being closed-off again from the rest of the pack :O Honestly, I’m not quite sure how this story will progress from here (because I hadn’t thought this far when I first wrote it) but it should be okay 🙂

Comments are once again appreciated! 🙂

Book 1: Changmin Chapter 6

Changmin was fine without a mate; he had been okay ever since he became a werewolf. But little did he expect his world to turn upside down when he finally met his mate.

Genre: Drama, Fluff, ot5 (Changmin-centric, Changmin/FOC, Yunjae, Everyone loves Junsu)

Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4Chapter 5, Chapter 6

A longer chapter this time just because 🙂 Also, some love between Junsu and Changmin hehehehe because we all know that Changmin likes teasing Junsu a lot just cos he loves his hyung XD

Changmin was definitely not a morning person. And one of his most hated things in the world was to be woken up when he has not had his full beauty sleep yet. He quickly jerked upright the moment he heard a shout. Groggy and disorientated, he stumbled into the living room, only to find an injured Jaejoong gasping for air in the living room.

Yunho was beside him, trying to stop the bleeding wounds on his mate’s chest. His eyes shined a bright golden glow, and Changmin knew Yunho was trying to keep his calm. The Alpha worked quickly, but Changmin knew he needed to call Yoohwan. Yoohwan was the pack’s doctor, and given the severity of Jaejoong’s wounds, his skills were definitely needed.

Yoohwan must have heard the commotion, as a split second later, he ran out of his room with his bag. Jaejoong’s face was pale and scrunched up in pain. Wolf growled, clearly upset that his pack member has been hurt so badly.

As Yoohwan approached Jaejoong, Yunho hissed and snarled at the Second. Placing one hand on Yunho’s shoulder, Changmin tried to calm the Alpha down. The golden almond – shaped eyes immediately softened and Yunho quickly moved aside for Yoohwan to tend to his mate. Looking at Jaejoong’s scars, they were definitely gumiho claw marks.

Wolf whined uneasily, ‘Do you think this is related to the incident before?’

“I…don’t know.” When a pack member gets hurt, the pack gets closer and everyone finds it hard to stay calm. Yunho was doing a great job not only managing his own emotions, but also stabilising the pack’s.

While werewolves heal quickly, wolves that suffer from great wounds but do not seek help quickly can still die from blood loss. Luckily, Yoohwan was extremely skilled and managed to patch Jaejoong up in no time.

“Pack meeting now.” Placing one hand on his lower back, Yunho ordered his pack while supporting his mate. Even though Jaejoong’s wounds were bandaged, he was still very pale.

Seeing that the submissive was nowhere to be seen, Changmin decided to notify him of Yunho’s orders. Upon reaching his room, however, Changmin immediately sensed that something was wrong. Junsu’s door was slightly open and Changmin could hear him sobbing quietly to himself inside. He opened the door gently, only to see Junsu sitting in a corner of the room. He had obviously not noticed the youngest entering, because as Changmin sat down in front of him, Junsu was startled and quickly wiped his tears away.

“Hey, what’s wrong? You can tell me anything.” Changmin gently placed a hand on Junsu’s shoulder. He was not very good at comforting others (that is Jaejoong’s area of expertise) and often found himself feeling awkward and useless whenever a pack member cried.

“Nothing. Didn’t Yunho call for a meeting? Let’s go.” Junsu tried to stand up and leave but Changmin was quicker.

“That can wait. I’m sure Yunho will understand.” Changmin whipped his phone out and sent a message to the Alpha. Even though he wouldn’t admit it, Changmin has always had a soft spot for the submissive. Junsu was like the glue of the pack, without him, the pack would not be able to hold everyone together.

“Now, tell me what’s wrong.” Changmin lowered himself beside Junsu, wrapping one arm around the latter’s shoulders.

“It was my fault.” Junsu whispered. “Jaejoong got injured because of me.” Tears started streaming down the cherubic face once more.

“What do you mean? He was attacked by a gumiho, wasn’t he?”

“We were out patrolling together, and I wasn’t paying attention. I didn’t even notice the gumiho presence until she was right behind me and…” Junsu clutched onto Changmin’s shirt as he wailed. “Jaejoong jumped in to save me. He got injured protecting me.”

“Hey hey it’s okay.” He hugged the upset submissive tightly. “I’m sure everyone understands.” Changmin could feel Wolf cuddling with Junsu’s and trying to calm the latter down.

“Look at me.” Grabbing Junsu’s face gently, Changmin stared into the pair of frightened eyes. “It’s not your fault. If it’s anyone’s, it’s the fault of that gumiho for messing with us, okay?”

Junsu simply nodded his head. “Thanks.” Junsu’s wolf howled in agreement and instantly Changmin felt much better.

“Shall we go to the pack meeting then? I’m sure they are still waiting for us.” Leading the way, the duo headed to the living room, where like Changmin said, the pack was waiting patiently for them.

Jaejoong looked much better than before, but was still leaning heavily onto Yunho for support. Yunho placed a firm arm around his mate, allowing Jaejoong to lean onto his shoulder. When he noticed the duo enter the room, he broke into a small smile.

“You’re here.” Yoochun shifted himself to make some room for the pair.

“Su, are you okay?” As soon as Jaejoong asked that question, tears starting welling up in Junsu’s eyes again.

“Hyung, I’m so sorry!” The submissive ran up and gave Jaejoong a big hug. “Sorry sorry sor-“

“Hey, you have nothing to be sorry about. I’m fine.” Changmin was grateful that Jaejoong interrupted Junsu’s rambling (because it can go on for hours). The Alpha’s mate placed a light kiss on Junsu’s forehead, while Yunho patted his head. Junsu whined slightly before settling back to sit beside Yoochun, who grabbed onto the submissive’s hand for support.

“I’m guessing you all know why we are having this pack meeting today.” Yunho addressed. The mood in the room suddenly turned sombre and Wolf shifted uneasily.

“We had the same gumiho problem a few days ago, but this time, they have taken it too far. I won’t stand for it when my pack is hurt.” The Alpha’s eyes burnt a bright golden and Jaejoong immediately put his hand on the Alpha’s. Almost instantly, the gold specks faded and Yunho gave a sigh before giving Jaejoong a small peck on his lips gratefully. “The Marrock has called for a meeting with the surrounding packs in the region and we will be leaving tomorrow.”

‘Tomorrow? That’s too soon!’ Wolf huffed. Changmin agreed readily. He had planned to go visit his mate (‘You mean you want to stalk her like a creepy pervert.’ Wolf snickered.) but now everything had to be put on hold.

Yunho must have sensed that something was amiss as he quickly glanced at Changmin. “Nothing will be planned for today. Jae needs to rest and I’m sure you have some loose ends to tie up too.”

Changmin smiled and mouthed a small thank you. He has always been grateful and thankful for being in such a welcoming pack, and Yunho and Jaejoong have been so incredibly patient and accepting of all of them.

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Book 1: Changmin Chapter 5

Changmin was fine without a mate; he had been okay ever since he became a werewolf. But little did he expect his world to turn upside down when he finally met his mate.

Genre: Drama, Fluff, ot5 (Changmin-centric, Changmin/FOC, Yunjae, Everyone loves Junsu)

Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4Chapter 5

Chapter 5! A short chapter this time cos I wanted the chapters to flow better 🙂 Comments are always appreciated!

“I think…I know I found my mate.” Not wanting to waste any more time, Changmin decided to just open up and bare it all to the duo. He could sense a slight shock that was quickly covered up. He dared not look at their faces, choosing to face the floor. He was embarrassed, worried and scared that they, his family, would choose to abandon him.

Wolf whined. He was not used to submission and was definitely not happy with Changmin’s decision. Yet, he was sensible enough to kneel and submit to the Alpha’s Wolf and his mate so as to respect Yunho’s dominance.

A hand gently cupped his face, causing him to gaze into a pair of almond coloured eyes. “This…This is what you’ve been keeping from us?”

‘Alpha sounds upset,’ Wolf cried.

“Yes.” It was barely more than a whisper but Changmin was sure that the pair heard it. He could feel the tears forming and pricking his lashes. He never felt so ashamed, so embarrassed ever.

“Min, look at me.” Unwillingly, Changmin raised his head. Instead, Yunho was smiling so gently. Jaejoong immediately enveloped Changmin in a tight hug, cocooning him in a sense of warmth and security he had not felt in a while.

“Why?” He knew he was barely coherent, as he kept repeating his question over and over while he sobbed. Changmin could not understand – why and how could Yunho and Jaejoong be so open – minded and forgiving of him?

“Because no matter what, you are our baby boy.” Jaejoong kissed his forehead. “And honestly, we love each and every one of you so much.”

“You’re not upset?” By now, Changmin had calmed down significantly (due to Jaejoong’s innate and wonderful ability to do so).

“How could we ever be?” His Alpha answered. “Maybe we were a little disappointed that you chose to keep it to yourself, but no, we will never be upset with who you are.”

Through the pack bonds, Changmin could feel acceptance and encouragement from everyone. “See, I told you they wouldn’t chase you out.” Junsu walked into the Alpha’s room and sat beside Changmin. “You’re too important to lose.” As the older male petted his head, Changmin hummed in agreement.

Changmin closed his eyes as he felt a gentle hand stoking his hair. Wolf mewed as the gesture calmed him down. Jaejoong started first, with one hand on Changmin and the other in Yunho’s, he started humming. Slowing, the others picked up on it; Yunho joined in first, gazing into Jaejoong’s eyes. Junsu’s addition helped balance with Yunho’s lower base notes. Lastly, a low baritone voice was heard (which Changmin knew was Yoochun’s. Only question was when did he come into the room?) and Changmin instinctively nuzzled closer to the Alpha and his mate, slowly being lulled to sleep.

Super short chapter so sorry! >.< Thanks for reading and sticking with me through this story hehe 🙂

Book 1: Changmin Chapter 4

Changmin was fine without a mate; he had been okay ever since he became a werewolf. But little did he expect his world to turn upside down when he finally met his mate.

Genre: Drama, Fluff, ot5 (Changmin-centric, Changmin/FOC, Yunjae, Everyone loves Junsu)

Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4

Here is Chapter 4! This is a work that I am super happy about and I would love to hear your comments and reviews! 🙂

True enough, as soon as Changmin stepped through the front door, Yunho and Jaejoong were waiting for him in the living room.

“How’s the patrol?” Yunho spoke first.

“It…um…it was…okay.” Changmin stuttered. (“The one thing Changmin doesn’t do well is lie.” As Junsu likes to put it.)

Instead of questioning him further, the pack Alpha simply placed a hand on his shoulder and gave him an understanding smile before walking away. Jaejoong followed behind him, but not before giving Changmin a small hug.

‘They know.’

‘Yes, but they are giving you space.’ Wolf gently reminded him. ‘Yunho is a good Alpha.’ And Changmin couldn’t agree more.

Changmin spent the next few days desperately trying to push his feelings down. He was feeling a constant desire to meet and see his mate again (‘You didn’t even get her name. How are you going to find her?’ Wolf smirked, causing Changmin to huff in annoyance.) and he could not concentrate on anything. The pack could sense that something was wrong but they were kind enough to give him space and not push him to reveal everything.

Though he appreciated everyone’s intentions, the sense of desire and longing for his mate eventually overcame him. Banging loudly on Junsu’s door, he let himself in even before the latter said anything.

“I was waiting for you to come, you know?” Junsu spoke softly, lying on his bed and reading a book. He turned around to face Changmin and smiled.

Sighing, Changmin sank to the ground. “It’s complicated.”

“I can deal with complicated.” Junsu closed his book. As the submissive of the pack, Junsu was like the glue that held everyone together. He helped to calm the pack down and listened to everyone’s troubles.

“I’m not sure how to put it across…” Changmin hesitated. “Do you promise not to tell anyone about it?”

Junsu gave a warm smile. “I promise.”

“I…I found my mate.” Not knowing how to put it across in words, Changmin decided that it was easier to show it to Junsu instead. He recounted that fateful encounter to the elder pack member through the pack bonds, trying to shield the other members out.

Junsu gasped. “Your mate! You need to tell Yunho.”

“I know. But what if…” What if Yunho kicks me out?

Apparently, Junsu was thinking the exact same question. Placing a hand on the youngest’s shoulder, he gave Changmin a reassuring smile. “I’m sure Yunho wouldn’t. You know he wouldn’t.”

Wolf whined in agreement. ‘Yunho will understand. The pack will understand.’

“Thanks.” Changmin hugged the submissive. He didn’t talk to Junsu as often as he should have (when he had troubles) but everytime he did, Junsu seemed to be able to solve all his issues for him.

Slowly closing the door behind him, Changmin walked with heavy steps into the kitchen, in search of the Alpha. Jaejoong was preparing dinner and the said Alpha had his arms around the older man’s waist, face buried into his neck. Yunho was whispering into his mate’s ear, causing the older man to giggle slightly. Just as he was about to leave to give the couple some privacy, they noticed his presence and immediately broke away.

“What’s wrong, Min?” Yunho’s usually calm voice had a worried tone to it. Not that Changmin could blame him, considering that he had hid the truth from the pack for weeks.

“I…I need to talk to you. Both of you.” He whispered. Part of him felt guilty, guilty for having hid such an important truth from his Alpha; another part of him felt scared, scared of what would happen if his Alpha did not accept him. Immediately, the two was at his side.

“We’ll talk in the room.” Yunho grasped onto Changmin’s hand firmly and for once, the younger man submitted willingly. Even Wolf felt the pressure of Yunho’s authoritative aura.

“Yun.” Jaejoong placed a hand onto the Alpha’s shoulder as they sat on the bed. Almost instantly, Changmin could sense the tension in the air disappearing and he was grateful to Jaejoong for that. While Yunho was one of the best Alphas out there, like all other Alphas, he was sometimes unable to control his temper when his dominance was threatened.

Luckily for him (and the rest of the pack), Jaejoong was doing an excellent job of being Yunho’s mate. As the Alpha’s mate, Jaejoong helped to calm the pack leader down and also ensured things were in order when the Alpha was not around.

Giving a long sigh, Yunho faced Jaejoong and gave him a small but knowing smile before looking back at Changmin again. “Sorry Min, did I scare you?”

“No, no that doesn’t matter.” Changmin hesitated. “I have something to tell you and…”

“Hey, it’s okay. You know that no matter what happens, you’ll always be our dearest maknae.” Jaejoong gave him a big hug. “And I’ll definitely protect you from this big bad wolf over here.” He signalled to Yunho, who appeared offended, earning a chuckle from Changmin.

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Book 1: Changmin Chapter 3

Changmin was fine without a mate; he had been okay ever since he became a werewolf. But little did he expect his world to turn upside down when he finally met his mate.

Genre: Drama, Fluff, ot5 (Changmin-centric, Changmin/FOC, Yunjae, Everyone loves Junsu)

Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3

Chapter 3! 🙂 As always, comments and reviews are appreciated! Since school will be starting in a couple of months, I’m hoping that I can still post this story regularly…but I’ll try!

“They should be here somewhere…oh my god!” Changmin had leapt onto someone (or something) and growled. A strange feeling overcame him and Wolf howled. Quickly backing away, Changmin frowned.

A wave of warmth swept through him and he felt giddy. Subconsciously, Changmin felt an innate desire to relax and let his guard down. It was an unfamiliar feeling, but yet it felt good.

‘Min, it’s our mate.’ Wolf gasped in horror as Changmin finally looked down at his prey.

It was a young girl, looking absolutely terrified, with a backpack and map in her hand. Shocked, Changmin took a few more steps backwards.

‘How could it be? She’s a…’ Changmin couldn’t believe his eyes. He had heard of werewolves having humans as mates, but it occurred very rarely. Werewolves outlived humans by centuries and it was hard for a wolf to continue living on after their mate has passed on. There was a wolf, Siwon, in Kangin’s pack, who had a human mate. When his human mate passed away, he secluded himself from the pack for hundreds of years before returning recently. Changmin was not sure how to react in a situation like this.

The young girl looked at Changmin curiously. “Are you okay?” she reached a hand out to pat his head. Changmin knew that it was wrong for them to interact with humans, but he could not help but scoot a little closer to the girl.

‘This feels good.’ Wolf nuzzled and Changmin unconsciously let out another whine.

She let out a laugh and continued patting him. “Could you help me? I was supposed to be here on a school trip but I lost my group.”

Instinctively, Changmin wanted to back away. He knew it was too dangerous for humans to see them (worse still, to help them! Imagine how mad Yunho would be!) but he could not just leave this young defenceless girl alone (‘You just want to spend more time with your mate.’ Wolf huffed.) Whining, he nuzzled closer to his mate and felt the same warmness he felt earlier. Motioning to his left, he whined again.

“You want me to follow you?” The girl stood up. Changmin nodded and continued to lead her out, glancing back every now and then to make sure she was following. His mate kept a hand on his back, which made him feel slight tingles down his spine. As they approached the edge of the forest, Changmin started to slow down.

“Thank you for your help.” She knelt down and kissed his forehead, causing Wolf to yelp in happiness.

Not wanting to part, Changmin growled lowly and scooted closer to her. Laughing, his mate hugged him one final time before she stood up. “I’ll come back to visit you again, okay?” Changmin watched as she safely left the forest and rejoined her group of high school students before he turned around and left.

‘We found our mate!’ Wolf chirped ecstatically. ‘Let’s go back and tell the pack!’

Changmin stopped right on his track. ‘What’s wrong?’ Wolf asked.

‘What are we going to tell the pack? I…We can’t tell them that we have a human mate!’

‘Why not?’

‘Because…because it’s not normal! What if they all hate me after that because of this?’ Changmin roared. He was worried and anxious of how the pack would respond to this.

‘Maybe we shouldn’t tell them yet…not until we are ready.’ Wolf suggested.

‘It’s not going to work. They probably already know what’s wrong.’ One of the downsides of being a werewolf is that everyone had access to everyone’s minds and it was difficult to keep secrets. The pack had probably already sensed Changmin’s mood shifts and understood what had happened. (‘Especially Jaejoong, he’s too perceptive for his own good.’ Wolf huffed in annoyance.)

‘Let’s just head back for now. I’ll think of something to say when they ask me about it.’ Changmin sighed and quickly ran back to the lodge.

Hope you liked it~ 😀

Book 1: Changmin Chapter 2

Changmin was fine without a mate; he had been okay ever since he became a werewolf. But little did he expect his world to turn upside down when he finally met his mate.

Genre: Drama, Fluff, ot5 (Changmin-centric, Changmin/FOC, Yunjae, Everyone loves Junsu)

Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2

So here’s chapter 2~ Comments and reviews are always appreciated! 🙂

The sound of the doors opening break his chain of thought and a wide smile appeared on Yoochun’s face. Seconds later, a familiar hand was on his shoulder.

“We saved some pizza for you. Want me to heat it up for you?” Junsu asked as he stood up to head to the kitchen.

“That’ll be great. Thanks.” Changmin noted the slight strain in Yoohwan’s usually gentle voice and the slight frown that spread across his brother’s face.

‘They’ll tell us. When they are ready.’ Wolf reminds him softly, just as Changmin was about to ask Yoochun about it.

There was a slight ripple of displeasure that flooded through the pack bonds, and instinctively, Changmin growled. He felt Yunho’s presence and comfort, and almost instantly, he found himself calming down.

‘Pack meeting. Now.’ The Alpha still sounded calm but the youngest knew that it was probably due to Jaejoong (who has some innate ability to make his leader be at peace).

Taking a sneak glance at the brothers, he noticed that Yoohwan looked a lot more distressed than a few seconds ago. Even with Yoochun having a hand on his back, Yoohwan was panicking and there were gold specks in his eyes. Changmin knew that when his eyes were completely gold, his wolf had taken over and nothing good could come out of it.

‘Panicking won’t make anything better. Trust Yunho.’ Wolf nudged him as Changmin made his way to the living room. Yunho and Jaejoong were already there.

“Min.” Yunho nodded his head to acknowledge his presence and motioned for him to take a seat. Gradually, the pack arrived at the living room and a wave of calm flooded across the room. Changmin noted that Yoohwan had calmed down visibly, even though Yoochun still continued to place a hand protectively on his brother’s shoulder.

“There has been a slight problem.” Yunho sighed. “Yoohwan, do you want to address the pack?”

“There was a…a body of a wolf. A young one, I think. I found him when I was coming back from work. And then…” Yoohwan shuddered.

“And then he noticed a gumiho presence in the area.” Yoochun growled, noticing that his brother was unable to continue.

“You don’t think she…she killed him, do you?” Junsu squeaked. Yunho immediately relieved everyone’s anxiety and Junsu let out a small sigh.

“What do we do?” Changmin glanced at Yunho. Gumihos are not nice by nature and the two species have had feuds in the past. But it was always better to coexist peacefully and Changmin knew that Yunho would never choose to fight unless the pack was threatened.

“We’ll wait. Observe. If need be, I’ll call Kangin.” Kangin was the marrock and not a force to be reckoned with. As marrock, he had authority and control over the packs in the surrounding region, including Yunho’s.

“Yunho and I will go investigate the body. We will need Yoohwan to lead us there.” Jaejoong laid a hand on Yoohwan’s shoulder. “And yes, you can come with us.” He gently added after sensing Yoochun’s discomfort.

“Min, I need you to scout the area and see if you sense anything out of the ordinary. Su, stay and hold the fort. We will be back soon.” Yunho instructed as he stood up.

Nodding his head, Changmin checked in with his wolf. Shape shifting was never easy, but Changmin loved the freedom that came along with it. Being a wolf meant that he could travel much easier (“And because he has a great body,” Junsu added sulking) and Wolf readily agreed with him.

Leaping into the driveway, he quickly changed and sped into the woods. It had rained the night before, so the grass was wet and muddy, causing Wolf to whine in displeasure.

Taking quick glances around, Changmin sniffed the air. There was something amiss and Wolf immediately tensed up.

‘Something smells sweet.’ Wolf warned. ‘Be careful.’

Being a werewolf meant that they had heightened senses and Changmin often used it to his advantage when scouting. There was a slight rustling of the leaves and the snapping of twigs that indicated to him of another presence.

‘And it’s coming closer. Behind the bushes.’ Changmin inched his way closer and bared his fangs. Wolf snarled in response and prepared for attack.

Book 1: Changmin Chapter 1

Hi! So I’ve been wanting to attempt to write a long series for a while, but never got around to doing it because the last time I wrote a series fanfic was a few years ago. I decided to try writing one, and have worked on this series for a long time! 🙂 Super proud of it, even though it’s not even finished yet.

From the title, yes this is book 1. And this series will surround Changmin, and his point of view. I’m not sure how many books there will be in this series, but hopefully it will be a long one and I hope you will stay with me throughout this whole ride. 😀 Also I would like to thank caleyedoscope for inspiring this fanfic. I read her series Clair De Lune ( and was very very inspired by it. This fanfic is not set in the same universe as hers, but I would like to thank her for the inspiration. 🙂

Comments/reviews/suggestions are always appreciated and I would love to hear from you! If you would like to suggest anything for the plot/how the story should proceed, I would be glad to hear it. The story is still being written so there are definitely areas that can be improved and changed. 🙂 ❤

Genre: Drama, Fluff, ot5 (Changmin-centric, Changmin/FOC, Yunjae, Everyone loves Junsu)

Chapters: Chapter 1Chapter 2

Changmin growled. He was tired and hungry, but dinner was not ready. And he blamed Jaejoong.

The Jaejoong that was supposed to be preparing dinner but was too busy. Too busy groping and kissing his Yunho. His mate.

‘Well, maybe you should get a mate too.’ Wolf smirked.

‘Shut up. I know what I need to do.’

Changmin had been mateless for a long time. A really long time. When he first met (and eventually joined) Yunho, he was but a young cub, a couple of years old. The older Alpha had guided him and took him under his wing when he had nowhere else to go.

‘Even Yunho has his mate.’ Wolf gently nudged him.

The Alpha had recently found out that Jaejoong was his mate after the latter opened up to the pack. The two eldest pack members had spent the past few weeks mating and just being disgustingly flirty around each other.

‘I said shut up.’ Changmin hissed at his wolf. He was very hungry and mating was definitely not a priority now. Jaejoong had promised him dinner at 6. It was 8pm and nothing was served.

“Why not we order take out? I doubt those two would be done anytime soon.” Yoochun walked into the living room and petted Changmin’s head. “Come on, stop frowning. I’ll let you choose what to order, okay?”

A wide grin immediately spread across his face. Being the youngest in the pack usually pissed him off but it has its perks sometimes as well. And one of the best ones was that the rest usually gave in to him easily.

“I want pizza. The kind that Jaejoong hates.” This time, Yoochun chuckled.

“Really, Min? Sometimes I really wonder if you’re a petty five year old.”

Wolf whined. He was not submissive by nature (“Too willful and stubborn,” as Jaejoong likes to say), but Yoochun’s rank was higher than his, and Changmin couldn’t defy him.

Within minutes, the pizza arrived and even the frisky couple (name courtesy of Yoochun) couldn’t resist coming out of their room (technically Yunho’s but since Jaejoong spends close to 90% of his time in there, it’s kind of shared).

“Yah Shim Changmin! You ordered this on purpose! You know I hate pepperoni!” Jaejoong screamed in frustration and launched at the youngest.

“Yay pizza!” Junsu, their oblivious submissive, quickly plopped at the dining table and helped himself to the meal. As Yunho came out of his room (half-naked, but Changmin was too busy defending himself to care), he stopped to ruffle Junsu’s hair before placing another kiss on Jaejoong’s lips, quickly calming the latter down.

“I’m sure Changmin knows he’s wrong, doesn’t he?” The Alpha just sent him a small smile. “Come on, we can cook ourselves a meal and spend some time in the kitchen. Alone.” His mate just whined in response before following him to the kitchen.

“Do we need to leave any for them?” Junsu had taken the time to hog the largest pizza to himself and was busy stuffing his face with it.

“Well, knowing Jae, those two would probably not be hungry after they are done feeding on one another.” Yoochun took a big bite out of his slice. “But save some for Yoohwan. He should be coming back soon.”

Changmin remembered the day Yoochun and Yoohwan joined the pack. They had clearly been attacked, and were coated with dried blood, dirt and mud as they limped into the driveway. The pack had been welcoming, but it took months before the two brothers revealed what happened to the pack.

“We are mates.” Yoohwan had wrapped his arm protectively around his older brother. “We were kicked out of our old pack after they found out.”

Incest was a taboo and especially so between werewolves. No one said anything but Yunho, their loving and oh-so-forgiving Alpha, just simply embraced the two. He remembered Yoochun breaking down (Yoochun has always been a cry baby) and how Yunho just kept repeating the same phrase “You are always welcomed here.”

Since then, Yoohwan assumed the role of the Second in Yunho’s pack, and as his mate, Yoochun assumed the same rank as his brother.

‘Well, they seem much happier now too. Maybe getting a mate will make you happy too?’ Wolf has been bugging Changmin to get his mate for a long time. He would not say it aloud, but truthfully, he agrees with Wolf.

A wolf that does not have a mate is like living a life without colour – it’s not unlivable, but not exciting. He has known of some werewolves who chose to live in recluse, alone without a pack or a mate. While they did certainly enjoy a greater degree of freedom, a lone wolf faced a great deal of danger especially when attacked by large and hostile packs. Furthermore, the loneliness of years of living alone can catch up with oneself and it is not pleasant.

‘You make me happy. The pack makes me happy. I don’t need a mate.’ He quickly stuffed his feelings as deep as possible, hoping that Wolf would just drop the matter.

‘For now.’ Wolf gently reminded him.

I would like to thank my lovely beta skyresjourney for helping me! ❤ She’s lovely and does some travel blogs, movie and book reviews, and some educational/philosophical stuff too 🙂